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Hey
00:35
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Sorry to break it to you but I've
started smoking again.
It's just so hard to keep myself
out of my own head (Without a cigarette)
And you know you were the one that helped me when I quit
So what the hell was I supposed to do when you just up and left?
I just know I won't make it through
another winter here (not without you)
Because the snow just won't stop falling
and this jacket hasn't fit me in years
Look past all of my shortcomings
Ignore my insecurites
Cuz I just cant stop my dry skin from itching
And I'll blame the cold but we'll both know
that it's cuz of my anxiety
and how I refuse to take my pills
Cuz I'd rather just smoke weed
I used to say hate the city
but it always looked so pretty
in your eyes. So let me take you out again.
Just one more time.
We can talk about the bands we wanna see
we can talk about the people we wanna be
talk about anything and everything
just please dont leave
Cuz even if it wasnt meant to be
I still need you here with me
if I had the courage to really let you go
do you think Id still be here? Writing you these songs.
I'll ask Mark to pass the bong and inhale as deep as I can
Cuz if I cant think straight, I cant think of you (at least thats the plan)
So call me back when you get the chance
Im leaving my life in your hands
Maybe im being a bit dramatic but thats how it feels again
Cuz its only been a month since you left but it feels like its been years
Cuz you skipped town but not my head
and im sorry for calling you at 4am again
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I Could Do That For You
01:31
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Im sorry am I in your way?
I'll be moving shortly
I just wanted to be a small part
of your beautiful day
I'm sorry was it something I said?
I swear I would take it back if I could
and just keep my words in my head
I would morph into any form or shape
I would change my legs, my arms, my face
I'm just waiting for your word.
I'm just waiting for your say.
'Cause I could do that for you
I could do that for you
I could do that for you (you know it's true)
I could do that for you (you know it's true)
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Roadtrip
03:03
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Please sweetheart,
drive a little slower, Make this
long drive just a little longer I
Don't wanna go to bed in my apartment.
Cuz it
Creeps up on me when you're not here, That
longing nameless unshakeable fear I
don't wanna go to bed in my apartment.
Turn off
the lights in the car, Put on
Put on another quiet song I'm sorry
I'm just so tired.
Take me back to your place instead, my
building has too many stairs, I'm sorry
I'm just so tired.
So what's the point
of trying if it's not getting better
I don't see the point of another sunrise
I'd rather live
on this drive, pass out
in the back of your car cuz I
dont' wanna go to bed in my apartment
Staring at the ceiling isn't sleeping
Flushing down my pills isn't healing
I don't wanna go to bed in my apartment
Take me back to your place instead my
building has too many stairs I
don't wanna, I'm just so tired
I wanna get better I swear but I'm
Just so scared of how it will end and I
don't wanna go to bed, don't wanna go to bed
So please sweetheart
drive a littler slower, make this
long drive just a little longer I
don't wanna see where the road ends.
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5. |
The Pop Punk Song
03:41
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I'm so sick of my friends, I'm so sick of this town
So sick of my family, so sick of myself
I'm a singer without a voice, I'm a writer without a pen
I am all these contradictions simply because I say I am
and if I ever claim to be anything more
Could you call me out before I get any worse?
Before I get any worse
You say, "are you drunk?
I say, "I think so"
"Do you need help?
Do you need a ride home"
I'm so sick of my friends, I'm so sick of this town
So sick of my family, so sick of myself
Why does leaving always feel so easy?
I've been counting down the minutes til this party ends
Telling you I'm tipsy so you could hold my hand
Why does faking always feel so easy?
You're sick of hearing it, but I don't know what you want me to say.
I'm sick of feeling it, maybe you're the one to make me stay
because you were the best part of my falling apart
because you were the best part of my falling apart.
"Can I come over?"
You say, "I think so."
"Is anyone home?"
You say, "I don't know"
I'm so sick of my friends, I'm so sick of this town
So sick of my family, so sick of myself
Why does leaving always feel so easy?
I've been counting down the minutes til this party ends
Telling you I'm tipsy so you hold my hand
Why does faking always feel so easy?
I'm so sick of my friends, I'm so sick of this town
So sick of my family, so sick of myself
If I'm leaving I'll be taking you with me
I'm so sick of my friends, I'm so sick of this town
So sick of my family, so sick of myself
I just wish you'd come back home
And cut me open, crawl inside
Say I'm yours just for tonight
so I can learn to breathe again
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Penpal New Jersey
Some lo-fi noise punk from an emo kid who can't sing and thinks he knows what indie is
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